About Me (Nikea Marie)
I was a virgin when I got married, but the process seemed like forever. I tell my testimony all the time, but I decided to blog about my journey to help others. I have been married now for 5 years and God has blessed our union in a major way. Before I got married, I had a journal of all my feelings during the process. So take this journey with me as I share with you inserts of my life. Every week I will post a new journal experience. So here it is!
“The Diary Of A Mad Black Virgin”
Hey it’s me again!! I am just checking in. Yep, just making sure you haven’t forgotten about little ol me. You know the faithful saved one!
Well, let me catch you up! I have been paying my tithes, and my offering, and guess what? I even gave more as a seed for my husband. Yep, Pastor said sow into what you are believing for and I did. I don’t know if you noticed or not, but I gave an extra $5 last Sunday in the bucket. I know that should count for something.
In other news, I am sure you know I have been asked to be in another wedding. Yes, once again, another person who did not wait to have sex is getting married, and I get the joy of standing right beside her, with the fake big smile on my face asking and wondering…. Am I getting PUNK’D? Has this become my life? God, why are all the girls out here letting loose getting married before me? Am I doing something wrong?
I know deep down inside she is probably getting a kick out of the fact that it’s her and not me. She was the same one who told me “Girl ain’t no man gonna wait for you these days, you gotta give them something to look forward to.” God was she right? Ughhhhhh, I am just so irritated because all you keep saying is Trust me! Hello!! I am doing my part God, I am just asking that you do yours.
You know I love you, and I know you love me, but if you could just put a little pep in your step I would appreciate it.
-A Mad Black Virgin (#MBV)
Is this any of you? Trust me I understand, but one thing God said to me was “Everybody wants the prize, but nobody wants to go through the process”.
You know my hairdresser uses bleach when she wants to get my hair color to a real nice blonde, and it has to sit on my head for a long time. She will keep checking on it, and keep checking on it, but it seems like forever before it gets to that exact color I want it to be. I keep asking her, girl is it done yet? She says, no girl a little longer, I know what I am doing trust me! So finally when she looks at it, and she sees that it’s becoming what I have requested, she then says now it’s ready! Once we wash that bad boy out, I be like, yes honey you did that! She always says aren’t you glad you waited and trusted me? That is how God is with us. He knows exactly what He is doing, and He knows what you desire. You have not been forgotten, you are just processing. #trusttheprocess
Scripture of the Week:
Ecclesiastes 3:1 says:
For everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven.
God, I know that you are able to do exceedingly and abundantly above more that I can ask or think. God I trust your timing, and I know you got me! I put my life in your hands, and God I trust you with it.
Be Encouraged loves!!
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